My Remorse Follows You To The Grave (2020)

The Story Behind

The title of this painting is the flower-meaning of Aphodeleus, the botanics used in the background.
I chose a singing, fairy/elvan figure to interpret the concept of "a message never sent."

I know I'm still young and learning. I know I haven't figured a lot of things out. That's why all I can promise you is unconditioned support and compassion.

I'm not the one to judge. I'm not the one who's going to try to change your way of living. If you need a pair of listening ears, I'm here. Need a couch to crash for a night of change, I'm here. Need a getaway pal for one weekend, I'm here (I mean I'll try - schedule and stuff).

Because I know how it feels to walk in the darkness without anybody by my side. I don't want anyone else to ever feel that way.

And for the ones that I was not able to help, and those who eventually lost their ways,

My remorse shall follow you to your grave.